hello everypony welcome to the 2025 bondiaries in review how exciting. i think i had a very good year relative to the evils of 2024 and an even better year in media terms because i watched a bunch of awesome television and read some really good books. also not that many horrible things happened to me and for that i am eternally grateful.
field notes
i did a lot of things this year that i'm quite proud of myself for, i think i did accomplish a lot even though i wasn't in school for most of it and didn't manage to get a real job (sighs). i did try though and that's what counts. here are the things i'm most proud of:
my shortbox comic first and foremost by necessity as it ate up a solid 8 months of my year between planning, drawing, doing promo, and thinking about it while i was in class.
i made a good amount at the zine fair and made some very cute zines with a tight turnaround time (one of which is linked below in one of the book descriptions. scavenger hunt!).
i passed out for the first time and lived which was a mostly negative but also slightly interesting experience.
made lots of new and wonderful friends both online and off
and almost all the holidays we celebrated went well (not usually the case).
all in all a good year despite the pet death and car troubles ratio being pretty much equal to last year. whateverrr. the one thing i wish i'd done more of was make illustrations, but i think i would've been hard-pressed to find any time to be drawing anything that wasn't my comic. and as soon as that ended i didn't want to even look at clip studio paint for a minimum of two months. i did finish this pantheon just in time for the new year though, a tradition of mine since 2022!
thank you all for witnessing my antics for the past year, one of the most consistently good parts of several years now has been getting to work on this site. that being said, here is the 2025 #bonmedia in review:
my favorite books of 2025
this year i finished 93 books across 25,170 pages, which is the closet to 100 i've gotten since 2021. i tried to read majority novels and not cheat like i did in 2021 logging 17 page long serialized marvel comic installments lol. i think i have more puritanical reading log habits than most people but i just can't get behind logging comics (does not include graphic novels, i did log those).
i love reading and i love reading a lot of books because that means there were even more books that i ended up loving! this year i rated 20 books with 5 stars. these are the cream of the crop, my favorites from between 4 to 5 stars. featuring robert macfarlane for the second year in a row of course. click on each cover to read a quote and a short review!
honorable mentions include: pilgim at tinker creek by annie dillard, sisters of the vast black by lina rather, and i sexually identify as an attack helicopter by isabel fall.
Doing science with awe and humility is a powerful act of reciprocity with the more than human world.
braiding sweetgrass is one of those rare books that meets and then exceeds your expectations. i found it to be very slow paced but i didn't mind, i enjoyed taking my time with it. kimmerer's expertise is clear and each chapter was so perfectly crafted it felt more like a short story collection than a book on science and nature.
i tend to remember the content of the majority of the books i read, but few of them stick with me in a way that lets them inform my worldview and the way i move through life, but this is a book that i think will do both to me. i appreciated the hopeful tilt she approaches climate change with and the ways our culture might change for the better; even though this book was written more than a decade ago i think that its lessons in the ways we treat our world are still pertinent.
probably one of the best new gns in recent years. i haven't read any of de souza's other stuff but this was perfect in every way. i love the looser style of illustration a lot, you can tell that this is by someone who has enough experience to make artistic choices that don't always align with what the "ideal" might be i guess.
technical prowess aside, the story was very sweet and sad and hopeful all at once and it did make me cry at 1 am so that's how you know it's good...
“Okay." The sharp-edged shell was rough against her lips, the cold flesh soft on her tongue. She swallowed and savored the brine. The tide was rising around their rock, lapping at her toes. “I'm cold," she said. “Let's go home."
i've been watching this book surf the stacks of my mom's collection for years waiting for the day i would finally pick it up, and this year i did! and it was so wonderful! i was initially confused by the seeming self-insertion of ruth (the author) into ruth (the character), but when i went digging for some articles it started to make sense. the meta-relationship between the reader and the author that ozeki explores was fascinating and a bit unsettling at points.
i loved the feeling this book evoked in general and i could probably go more in depth but i don't want to make this too long. you can read my actual review of it here if you'd like ^_^
“I will say this one thing more," said Teacher. “When you have decided what you want, remember that what one will not acknowledge is what one cannot properly control."
not a perfect book by any stretch of the imagination, a good quarter on the back end truly drags, but it's really stuck with me since i read it. i sometimes have trouble getting into ann leckie's books, i think her writing can be a little opaque for me, but after the initial discomfort of not having breq as a main character, i ended up really enjoying it.
one of my favorite things about this book was how the aliens were actually alien; leckie excels at writing povs from characters we aren't easily going to relate to bodily, i.e. breq as an ancillary with too many bodies to count. qven's chapters were perfectly difficult to conceptualize, the presgar not being anything like human beings or even human-adjacent sapient aliens. what a treat! i also really liked every character very much. enae and qven and reet my friends :-)
She could be quite brave in the presence of a Wyverary, but tall and lovely ladies made her shy, even if they were made of soap.
an old favorite i decided to revisit because i haven't read it in years. luckily i'd forgotten most of the plot so it was almost like i was reading it anew all over again! i am very fond of september and her wyverary and i love how genre conventions are at the core of the story. i'm going to try to get through the rest of the series this year because i want to know what happens next! i only vaguely remember books 2 and 3...
i'm glad i reread because it really reminded me how much i love this book. i hope september is doing well.
The loon calls and calls. The world turns to other metals. The calls are liquid mercury, wobbling over the steel water. The forested slopes and ridgelines of the eastern shore are islands of bronze, footless in shadows of ink.
robert macfarlane remains by and far one of the best nature writers of this generation, he treats each story with such care and respect. really good companion piece to braiding sweetgrass since he references kimmerer's 'grammer of animacy' concept introduced in that book. i think the subject was definitely a bit ambitious and i wish there had been more rivers and more politics but i really do love his writing so much that it balanced out.
macfarlane also has a very strong grasp of characterization so that every person he traveled with and learned from/with is incredibly well sketched. the contours of their personality are clear from his writing and it's sweet to get to spend time with the diverse array of personalities he is friends with.
If we want a future that puts people first, we need to recognize that there are no panaceas, and likely no utopias either. Nothing is coming to save us. There is no genie inside a computer that will grant us three wishes. Technology can't heal the world. We have to do that ourselves
book that is so good that made me so mad. i think adam becker is very brave for tackling this subject and revealing the farce of the bajillionare's visions of the future. i've long been suspect of so-called "ai experts" predicting the end of the world as we know it and this book essentially breaks down exactly how ridiculous most of their claims are.
i also really appreciated how becker really got to the root of these people's issues: a lot of the fantastical proclamations and baffling obsessions are borne from a fear of a death and inconsequential humanhood.
i suspect that for a lot of people this book was probably just good and not best-of-the-year worthy but i have an ai-pilled family member who's been yapping about this nonsense for years before it came into the public sphere so it was more personal to me than i expected. shocking turn of events: being told that the world will end because of ai as a young and impressionable person did not do wonders for my development.
The tip of Tain Hu's blade described one small analemma in the air, and Baru remembered her words, three years ago, spoken into the forest, into the birdsong and the silence: Symbols are power. You are a word, a mark...
seth dickinson when i get you. my mortal enemy for being so good at writing. i blew through the three books this summer and i think it's an understatement to say i liked them. more accurately: these books are permanently imprinted on every individual cell that my brain consists of. baru is my role model. she is the weirdgirl political enemy #1 representation we needed. you can see my page for her in bondiary vol.1
aside from how much i love baru and think she should be alive today so she could get really into crypto this was really a very well crafted book. i need to reread it so i can actually appreciate the complexity of the plot better. i feel like some of it went over my head because there were so many pieces but not in a bad way. i am waiting so patiently for baru 4.
i'm really rather excited to be alive in a time when so much literature is available to us always. this feeling quadrupled after i found out about interlibrary loans this year. and after reading baru cormorant i felt as if i was probably never going to read any book as good as that again, but i know i will, and i hope i do this year. you can see the rest of my year of reading here (if you have a storygraph account). i set my reading goal for this year at 100 also, just for fun. i want to read a lot more denser, longer literature though so i'll probably change it around depending on how i'm feeling.
my favorite tv of 2025
according to serializd i watched 66,370 minutes of tv this year which is 1 month, 16 days, and 2 hours. i intentionally logged as much of my watching as i could (although i know i missed a significant amount of rewatches just because they're kind of always playing in the background while i do other things). 2025 wasn't the best year for bontv, mostly because of the retracted etoile renewal. scowls. i won't write individual reviews for these since i already have, you can find them on my media page.
honorable mention for new girl, which wormed its way onto my sitcom rewatch roster but isn't good enough all the way through to make the top 6. sorry to my dear friends jess day and nick miller. also severance, because, well. it's severance, come on!
i intentionally watched a bunch of new shows this year, which i usually have a hard time with, and still ended up with brooklyn 99 as my top show lol. most of the new shows i watched were across the board pretty good, with the notable exceptions of overcompensating and pluribus (clenches my fists in pure rage). there aren't many shows on the horizon i'm looking forward to lately so i'm taking the opportunity to start some older shows that i've heard about for ever like mad men (for jared harris), and the sopranos (so i can understand all the cool fanart i see). maybe 2026 will be the year i finally make it through succession too...
as for last year's resolution to watch as much of the star trek franchise as i could... i did not get very far. i'm on the 23rd episode of the 1st season of tos and don't get me wrong, they are for the most part pretty enjoyable, but they're also kind of a commitment, especially if i want to understand what's happening. it isn't the kind of show you can watch while you're drawing. i think 2026 will be my star trek year though i can feel it in my bones.
times i watched a venom movie count: 3 (litmus test for how good my year was)
albums of the year
very good music year for me to be honest. i moved everything to my ipod so there are no stats to share but know that i loved: your dog by rose droll and ants from up there/forever howlong by black country new road.
conclusion
i wanted to do awards too in the footsteps of vane's awards and wichitalk's awards, but i couldn't come up with many good ones and i've already spent a ridiculous amount of time fiddling with this post. i will do awards next year.
although i don't have resolutions for this year so much as a checklist of things i would like to do. i also have lots of exciting opportunities coming up, which will hopefully work out better than last year's exciting opportunities LOL(2/3 of those fell through rip). here's my checklist though:
butcher a chicken
finish wew
bike more
learn how to work on my bike
grow corn
i had more things to put on this list but i forgor. i'll be back. i hope everyone had a wonderful 2025 and has an even better one this year.
rest in peace, chidi
go back / any recommendations for me based on my choices? i'd love if if you dropped them in my guestbook or emailed me ^_^